Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy?

Now that I'm lost left with nothing

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world

Time goes by, secrets rise

One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone

She'd take it back, if she only could

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating

Friend deceives, she leavesLast date.

She cries, whispers, goodbye

She walks once more, out that door

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of you

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of youwhat can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot see, alone with, alone with, alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see, alone with you, alone with me

by all american rejects

Day before,my friend aiman plans to go to queensway shopping centre accompanied by me and basyir..He plans to buy a new pair of shoes..yeah..shoes..haha..got raya money..spend it..haha..
After all the shopping we've done..We then make our journey to NP..there's PoL-ITE competition going on..it's a floorball match,NYP vs RP(SalSas) i wonder why it's held at NP and not home turf..ouh and aiman's friend naqib in NYP FB..Yusof is also there in the RP side..seen him busy taking picture of the action..guess besides that he's a mentor of RP floorball..there were two matches..the guyz and girlz..hmm..overall score were NYP 2 - RP 5 (guyz)..and NYP 2 - RP 0(girlz) respectively...cool match though..it was a breathtaking one also..haha..

yup..till here..i continue more..stay tune..lol..haha.=)

today..i woke up early in the morning to do my normal routine..exercise..haha.lol.
i jog from woodlands to marsiling..tiring but must endure..haha.
i end at the blk 15 marsiling..and nearby it got fitness corner...i skip using my jump rope for at least 15 mins. After the exercise,i went back home..rest and took a bath.
About 1.30pm went to the airport..waiting for my cousins from australia to arrive..estimated time bout 2.15 saw them at the arrival section...omg..my cousin grown 5 times bigger and muscular than me..ouh yar..after 18 year living there..their english soso slang..hahah..coolshit..malay language?..hmm..more like speaking to them with lad's in..huhu..on;y their parents are very fluent in malay..studying in college/university there must be very interesting..we had tone of laughter through out the day..got back woodlands around 6pm?..can't remember..otw to meet my frends nearby RP..while waiting in line for the bus,my heart beats very fast..i wonder why..hmm..

i will accept the fact that maybe we can't be together..although you've tried your best to understand me..but the problem?..i guess it's me...i kind of rush into stuff..i don't know why..

from the first sight of seeing you..my heart is beating fast..guess that's explain why my typing in the conversations makes you can't understand my sentences...i try to take it slowly..but with you, i intent to jump to conclusion.and ask you,your personal affairs and stuff..i know it's none of my business..it happen so quick like flash..i panicked..haizzz..i really don't know why..im sorry this unpleasent situation happen...in the end..we are friends..what becomes of us in the future?..i don't know..

So far away from where you are

These miles have torn us worlds apart

And I miss you

Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are

Standing underneath the stars

And I wish you were here

by lifehouse.

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

by howie day.

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I first saw you

And it's been awhile

Since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile

Since I could call you

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

And it's been awhile

Since I could say I love myself as well

And it's been awhile

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it's been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again.... again

Why must I feel this way

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

And It's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile

Since I've seen the way the candles light your face

And it's been awhile

But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

And It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

by staind.