Rise and Fall of Bourkadi

Skeleton Boy

2009-08-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

this is cool!!..

Underdogs

2009-04-21T00:01:00.003+08:00

You say you know just who I am
But you can't imagine
What waits for you across the line
You thought you had me
But I'm still here standing
And I'm tired of backing down

And I'm here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
Been to hell and back again
I won't take this

You try so hard to bring me down
You can't break the broken
You still don't seem to understand
It's your turn to see just
How it feels to be me
How it feels to be knocked down

And you're here now feeling the pain
Of a thousand hearts
You've been to hell and back again
You can't take this

Remember
This feeling

How it feels to be alive
Now you see me through my eyes
And we're here now feeling the beat
Of a thousand hearts
Coming back to life again
We can make it

Remember
This feeling
Remember...

Friendly Match:NCC(SEA) vs NCC(AIR) 2009

2009-01-24T21:43:00.001+08:00

I was inform by zubair there was a friendly match. Its was 3pm sat, i was late due to family outing in the morning..i reach to the venue about 15 min after match started thanks to zubair..
he played GK..covering up for me..he did well..after that..it was all the way me..haha

clearing the ball.

pick it up..

half time..

chat with my good old friend Syahiid Tan..

SENYUM!!..huhu..that zubair in red face the camera.

Full Time: 5-3

we WON!..

Daniel's engagement.

2009-01-03T21:43:00.001+08:00

sorry..still haven't got some of the pics yet...well these are some the my closest friends.

2009

2009-01-03T12:37:00.000+08:00

It's 2009, can't believe it...time just past by fast..without me know it..i'm getting older and older..lol..

end 2008

2008-12-27T23:43:00.003+08:00

it's been a great year for me in 2008. I can't believe how fast time pass by enrolling into poly,make new friends..experience a whole new atmoshpere. Nevertheless it had me..i got lots of Ups and Downs..seriously,poly life...to me its all bout deadlines and projects..besides the SP had a beach festival organized by Opps..hmm..more?..uhh..class outing with my SP classmates..ouh yes..not forgeting the soccer trainings in SP preparing for the IVP..damn..trainings now ends at 10pm latest..hmm see how serious the coach is of winning the 2009 president's cup.haha..ok guess that all uh..

sorry if i didn't post in these past few days or months..im not a heavy blogger..haha..

peace!..byebye 2008

hello 2009!.

leave the memories alone

2008-11-22T16:59:00.003+08:00

So here I am with my thoughts of you

And this world I've left for me

Stoic faces when I think of you

And how I once believed

So now you call me, but you know I won't let you through

I've myself to decieve

So leave the memories alone

I don't want to see

The way it is, as to how it used to be

Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing

And I'll hold you here in my memory

So I find me in your garden now

A sad smile for the scene

And all the flowers that we planted now

Taken by the weeds

But in my minds eye, you know they still bloom for me

They stand tall there, in that summer breeze

Leave the memories alone

I don't want to see

The way it is, as to how it used to be

Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing

And I'll just hold you here in my memory

In my memory, yeah

So leave the memories alone

I don't want to see

The way it is, as to how it used to be

Leave the memories alone, don't change a thing

And I'll hold you in my memory

You'll never change

You will never change

song by fuel

outing

2008-11-17T16:49:00.002+08:00

i've been busy lately..sorry..almost everyday i came home at 9pm ..i'm shagged..

let's start with an outing yesterday, i had a great time with my close friends..we went sentosa..

with me were irwan,hakiim,afiq,ashraf and renee rahayu..we had fun together..though it was sunday,there were lots of ppl..mostly youth..wonder if not sentosa..where will they go?..east coast?..upon reaching there..we went to palawan beach..huhu..lots of exciment..took the tram.go a full loop..haha..hmm one of the exciment was playing beach soccer..it was fantastic..we had a friendly vs a group who's from ite ce..they were cool..hmm...they play beach soccer very well..haha..it seems like they went sentosa every sat..cool?..haha..ok la..$3 entry...after sentosa,we went east coast park..it was renee's friend bbq/birthday..saty there till late..o i decide to tone there till next morning..i couldn't sleep..i enjoy the night breeze..it was high tide at 2am..haha..walk around east coast..it was great..enjoying the night atmosphere..blahblahblah...

in the bus i was knock out..sleep..

this song

2008-11-03T00:04:00.001+08:00

Sometimes tears say all there is to say

Sometime your first scars wont ever fade, away

Tried to break my heart

Well it's broke

Tried to hang me high

Well I'm choked

Wanted rain on me

Well I'm soaked

Soaked to the skin

It's the end where I begin

Sometimes we don't learn from our mistakes

Sometimes we've no choice but to walk away, away

Tried to break my heart

Well it's broke

Tried to hang me high

Well I'm choked Wanted rain on me

Well I'm soaked

Soaked to the skin

It's the end where I begin

the end where i begin by the script

busy-busy

2008-10-21T23:29:00.001+08:00

holla...i've been busy this week..since school reopen last week..nowadays reach home around 11pm plus2..haizz..damn tired..

back to reality

2008-10-13T23:52:00.003+08:00

today sch reopen since last two month of holiday..started lesson at 10am ends at 12nn..wahh..so relex..haha..hmm...first day of sch..bored to the max..haizz..i was sleepy in fact..after school..i when Ngee Ann Poly..meet hazman since he got break...manage to meet him..he told me, he finish sh around 4pm..cool..hahahh..then we plan go town..with hokaniv(hazman's best frend?)..haha..she wanted to buy brasiliano praia sandals..and new bag..so we took the bus to bishan..from np..then took MRT alight at somerset..went to heeren..new urban male shop..she bought her sandal..fickel minded her..haha..all that done..what's next? bag?..hmm..i suggested crumpler bag..since she wants to buy expensive and branded stuff..we head to paragon went in the crumpler shop..again she was fickel minded..haha..it took her bout an hour to find the style,size and colour of the bag of the likings..hmm..not bad la..black crumpler bag..big2..can stuff all your thing inside..hahah..lol..

after all that shopping..took the MRT..home..

and sleep lar..haha..ok la..

im very2 shagged..gtg..take care peepz..

brothers day out

2008-10-13T23:27:00.003+08:00

yesterday i went out to buy a external hardisk at sim lim square the best place to buy computer accessories mayb?.. because both my notebooks acer and hp cannot squeeze everything in..GONE!!..if not lagging,hanging,stuck,jams..restart-restart..haizz..so tired..haha..yar..bought a external hardisk 250GB for now..huhu..then later in the evening meet my brother at marina square's starbuck..bought frappe ceramel..hmm..favourite of all..i guess..haha..he got me to sign up for this year's big walk..it's gonna be different...the route new place and above all new experience of BIG walk..then around 9pm..we decide to go bowling along came his frend,faris..understooded the sentence?..hehe

there's lots of ppl..since its sunday..my bro ask if there's a slot..hmm..no..we have to wait for an hour..while waiting..there is billard next door..what else..play pool lar...hahah..till 10pm..it's not my day i guess,cause i loose 3of4 game..haizz..times up..go bowling..ahh...on the brighter side..hmm to make to short..during bowling i was the overall high scorer..hmm 83 i guess..lol..haha..unexpected though..it's been a month since i last played..haha..

it's 1130pm..we''re shagged..took cab home..on second thought..my bro book a cab..so it's "on call"..goody..that was fast..haha..

we reached home at 1215am..that all..lol

don't speak

2008-10-11T02:12:00.003+08:00

sorry guyz..i don't feel like typing today..
went shopping yesterday till i drop..huhu..

take care la heh..

Does it make you happy?

Are you feeling happy?

Are you fucking happy?

Now that I'm lost left with nothing

one more sad song

2008-10-10T03:30:00.002+08:00

One boy, one girl, two hearts, their world

Time goes by, secrets rise

One more, sad song, tears shed, she's gone

She'd take it back, if she only could

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Best friend, worst thing, she's been, cheating

Friend deceives, she leavesLast date.

She cries, whispers, goodbye

She walks once more, out that door

And all the perfect words they seem so wrong,

She's gone

You wish that you could learn to see,

The door is closed and you wish you could be

Alone with you, alone with me

What can I do, I cannot breathe

My heart is torn, for all to see

Alone with you, alone with me.

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of you

Please stay, don't go away

The hardest thing is letting go of youwhat can I do?

Alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot see, alone with, alone with, alone with you, alone with me, what can I do?

I cannot breathe, my heart is torn for all to see, alone with you, alone with me

by all american rejects

get it on

2008-10-09T02:34:00.001+08:00

Day before,my friend aiman plans to go to queensway shopping centre accompanied by me and basyir..He plans to buy a new pair of shoes..yeah..shoes..haha..got raya money..spend it..haha..
After all the shopping we've done..We then make our journey to NP..there's PoL-ITE competition going on..it's a floorball match,NYP vs RP(SalSas) i wonder why it's held at NP and not home turf..ouh and aiman's friend naqib in NYP FB..Yusof is also there in the RP side..seen him busy taking picture of the action..guess besides that he's a mentor of RP floorball..there were two matches..the guyz and girlz..hmm..overall score were NYP 2 - RP 5 (guyz)..and NYP 2 - RP 0(girlz) respectively...cool match though..it was a breathtaking one also..haha..

yup..till here..i continue more..stay tune..lol..haha.=)

on the brighter side

2008-10-08T01:04:00.005+08:00

today..i woke up early in the morning to do my normal routine..exercise..haha.lol.
i jog from woodlands to marsiling..tiring but must endure..haha.
i end at the blk 15 marsiling..and nearby it got fitness corner...i skip using my jump rope for at least 15 mins. After the exercise,i went back home..rest and took a bath.
About 1.30pm went to the airport..waiting for my cousins from australia to arrive..estimated time bout 2.15 saw them at the arrival section...omg..my cousin grown 5 times bigger and muscular than me..ouh yar..after 18 year living there..their english soso slang..hahah..coolshit..malay language?..hmm..more like speaking to them with lad's in..huhu..on;y their parents are very fluent in malay..studying in college/university there must be very interesting..we had tone of laughter through out the day..got back woodlands around 6pm?..can't remember..otw to meet my frends nearby RP..while waiting in line for the bus,my heart beats very fast..i wonder why..hmm..

done

2008-10-08T00:18:00.005+08:00

i will accept the fact that maybe we can't be together..although you've tried your best to understand me..but the problem?..i guess it's me...i kind of rush into stuff..i don't know why..

from the first sight of seeing you..my heart is beating fast..guess that's explain why my typing in the conversations makes you can't understand my sentences...i try to take it slowly..but with you, i intent to jump to conclusion.and ask you,your personal affairs and stuff..i know it's none of my business..it happen so quick like flash..i panicked..haizzz..i really don't know why..im sorry this unpleasent situation happen...in the end..we are friends..what becomes of us in the future?..i don't know..

from where you are

2008-10-06T00:20:00.004+08:00

So far away from where you are

These miles have torn us worlds apart

And I miss you

Yeah, I miss you

So far away from where you are

Standing underneath the stars

And I wish you were here

by lifehouse.

quite

2008-10-05T23:48:00.002+08:00

today morning was quite..i've been thinking why did i do it..why did i hurt her?..
why..why..why..i regret for what i've done..

short stories with tragic endings?

2008-10-05T04:22:00.000+08:00

don't know why i'm feeling like this..what's wrong with me?..
we started well sweet..but it turned sour..why must it be like this?..
no doubt, i'm taking all the blame..
i'm really sorry for the way i've treated you..
i don't want to loose you because of this matter..
hope that you will forgive me..

collide

2008-10-04T11:53:00.004+08:00

Even the best fall down sometimes

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out of the doubt that fills my mind

I somehow find

You and I collide

by howie day.

song by staind

2008-10-04T00:05:00.001+08:00

i will start with a song..by using the lyrics
to let out my feelings..

And it's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I first saw you

And it's been awhile

Since I could stand on my own two feet again

And it's been awhile

Since I could call you

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I stretched myself beyond my means

And it's been awhile

Since I could say that I wasn't addicted

And it's been awhile

Since I could say I love myself as well

And it's been awhile

Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do

And it's been awhile

But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem

The consequences that I've rendered

I've gone and fucked things up again.... again

Why must I feel this way

Just make this go away

Just one more peaceful day

And It's been awhile

Since I could look at myself straight

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

And it's been awhile

Since I've seen the way the candles light your face

And it's been awhile

But I can still remember just the way you taste

And everything I can remember

As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me

I cannot blame this on my father

He did the best he could for me

And It's been awhile

Since I could hold my head up high

And it's been awhile

Since I said I'm sorry

by staind.